The Key to the Golden Cage
About 23 minJi Mian parked the car at the street corner, the windshield wipers still futilely scraping at the dried rain streaks on the front glass. The passenger door opened and closed, and a smell mixed with rust, years of dust, and cheap soap instantly squeezed into the sealed cabin. When Cheng Yan lowered himself into the seat, his knees nearly hit the storage compartment ahead. The faded work jacket's shoulder brushed against the leather seat, leaving behind an invisible but coarse imprint that made Ji Mian's stomach twitch slightly.
He didn't speak, just turned the key in the ignition, and the engine growled to life. Cheng Yan didn't rush him either, turning his face to look out at the street scene just beginning to glow with neon lights, his jawline taut and straight, like a block of ice refusing to melt.
Ji Mian took a deep breath, the tip of his suede shoe unconsciously grinding against the fine gravel underfoot. "I... checked out a few apartments for you, over at Riverside No.1. Good floor plans and orientation." His voice sounded a bit light in the air conditioning, the ending habitually dropping lower, carrying a tone of consultation and ingratiation. "Fully decorated, ready to move in. Far from the Ji Family Old Residence, close to your worksite, so... convenient."
He paused, glancing at Cheng Yan from the corner of his eye. The other's profile, in the alternating light and shadow of the street lamps, looked like an expressionless stone statue. Only the hand resting on his knee—with thick knuckles and calloused tigers' mouths that no washing could remove—was rhythmically rubbing the thumb pad against the other wrist, where a faded red string was always wrapped, hiding that old longevity lock close to his skin. Ji Mian had seen this gesture many times, whenever Cheng Yan was thinking, suppressing something, or making a judgment. At this moment, that slow, deliberate rubbing was like countless fine grits of sandpaper, gently scraping at Ji Mian's frayed nerves.
"Why?" Cheng Yan finally turned his head, his voice low and raspy, with a grainy texture tempered by the wind and sand of the construction site. Just two words, flatly spoken. He didn't ask "how much," didn't ask "whose money," only asked "why."
Ji Mian's fingertips tightened on the steering wheel. "Why what?" he countered, deliberately mixing in a恰到好处 amount of confusion, as if caught off guard.
"The Ji Family Old Residence has rooms." Cheng Yan leaned forward slightly, the broad outline of his shoulders and back looking even more imposing in the dim light. He didn't look at Ji Mian's eyes, his gaze landing on Ji Mian's meticulously cared-for, spotless cuff, as if measuring a number. "You suddenly want to rent an apartment for me. What are you after?"
The air in the car seemed to freeze for an instant, the AC vent emitting a faint hiss. Ji Mian felt his heartbeat pounding in his eardrums. Fear—cold, viscous fear—crawled up from the deepest part of his spine. What was he after? He was after far too much. He could clearly feel the love of his mother, Wen Shuya, that had once belonged only to him, was irreversibly "ebbing," being shared with another person. Once the balance of family affection tipped, his old tactics of using money to shut people up and secretly sowing discord lost their foundation. He had to upgrade his strategy—from private blackmail to open settlement. He would use a rental contract, a quantifiable favor, to completely cut Cheng Yan off from the vague definition of "family" and banish him to the position of "recipient." This was both physical isolation and a severing of interests in terms of kinship. A cage he could still control, named "kindness," used to cover up the cold numbers on that Paternity Test Report and his fear of losing everything.
He was afraid. Afraid of losing this family, afraid of losing this "young master" skin, afraid that once he returned to his original form, he wouldn't even have the qualifications to stand before Cheng Yan, the "real thing." So he wanted to give Cheng Yan a cage in advance, a golden key. He thought this was control, a buffer, charity.
"There are indeed empty rooms in the old residence." Ji Mian finally spoke, his voice straining to stay steady, but the hollow, fawning quality in his tone could not be suppressed. "But that environment... it's not convenient for you, or for me. You're at the worksite, coming and going early and late, your schedule completely out of sync with ours. And besides..." He paused, seeming reluctant to say it. "And my mother... she's been emotionally unstable lately. Seeing you reminds her of old things, which isn't good for her health."
He mentioned Wen Shuya. This was the softest knife, wrapped in the finest silk of filial piety. Cheng Yan's expression finally showed the slightest change, the long crease at the corner of his eyes seeming a bit deeper. He didn't refute it, didn't respond, but the thumb rubbing against the red string on his wrist stopped.
Ji Mian felt a slight relief inside, thinking that even if the other didn't understand the words, he should grasp the meaning. He took the opportunity to soften his tone further, nearly gentle: "This apartment is under my name, the rent is on me. You just need to promise me two things: First, move out and don't hang around the old residence, let my mother have some peace. Second... when you're outside, be mindful of your status and don't cause unnecessary trouble for the Ji family." He paused, then added, "Consider it... my debt to you. After this is over, if there's anything you want, we can talk."
He took the key from his pocket, the silver metal reflecting a sliver of cold white light in the dim surroundings. The cool edges of the key pressed into his palm, and also into his last shred of precarious composure. This was his usual tactic—using a small tangible benefit to exchange for more important concessions from the other party. Back then with Lin Shao, it was using pocket money to shut him up. Now he wanted to use it on Cheng Yan, offering a decent apartment far from the conflict.
Cheng Yan's gaze finally moved from Ji Mian's cuff to the key in his hand. Then slowly upward, meeting Ji Mian's eyes. Those dark pupils, that always seemed to look at people as if against the light, now clearly reflected Ji Mian's deliberately composed face, with panic hidden beneath the refined features.
For the first time, Ji Mian was stared at by Cheng Yan so openly, for so long. In that gaze, there was no greed as he had anticipated, no humiliation at being pitied, no excitement for the "golden cage." Only an almost cruel calmness, and a trace of... understanding?
Cheng Yan suddenly reached out. Not for the key, but straight at him.
His left hand braced against the car door, instantly cutting off the escape route. The distance between them was compressed to the limit, the hot breath mixed with rust and dust crashing down like a wave. Ji Mian shrank back sharply, his spine hitting the driver's seat, his breath stopping.
"Ji Mian." Cheng Yan's voice was even hoarser, like a beast's growl, vibrating in the confined space. "What are you afraid of?"
Ji Mian's mind went blank. Afraid of what? Afraid of his identity being exposed, afraid of falling from the sky, afraid of his family shattering, afraid of the illusions crumbling. Could he say any of this?
He opened his mouth, but not a single syllable came out.
Cheng Yan looked at him, the corner of his mouth pulling into a cold, humorless curve. "You think I don't know." He let go, his body leaning back, the oppressive feeling receding, but the weight of his words suddenly increased. "Want to trap me in a cage, and lock up your dirty little secrets while you're at it?"
Ji Mian's fingertips trembled, the key almost slipping. "I... I just want what's best for everyone."
"What's best for everyone?" Cheng Yan repeated, as if hearing something extremely amusing, or as if hearing nothing at all. He leaned back against the window, his gaze fixed on the distant, blurry city lights, silent for a few seconds. "The location's fine. But no renovations." He suddenly said.
Ji Mian was stunned.
"Rent goes on my tab." Cheng Yan turned his face and looked at him again, his eyes unfathomable. "You can give me the key right now."
Ji Mian's hand gripping the key tightened, then relaxed. He didn't hand it over immediately, instead feeling a ridiculous sense of disorientation—as if he wasn't the one offering charity, but the other was confirming the details of a clause. Cheng Yan's acceptance was too fast, too straightforward, too unreal. As if he had been waiting for this moment, or rather, his "plan" had already included this "golden cage"?
"You... agree?" Ji Mian's Adam's apple bobbed, his voice dry.
"Why not?" Cheng Yan countered, returning to his short, direct tone. "Live in the old residence, see your faces every day? Better to move out and have some peace." He paused, then added, his voice dropping, "Besides, that apartment... is a bit closer to the District Human Resources and Social Security Bureau and the Arbitration Committee."
Ji Mian's heart jolted. Work injury compensation. Cheng Yan's original, almost forgotten, ostensibly legitimate "reason" for coming to the Ji family. He still remembered. He still needed this reason, this "legal" identity with a weak connection to the Ji family, to support his staying in City S, to investigate what he needed. So this apartment was not only the "cage" Ji Mian wanted to give, but also the "stepping stone" Cheng Yan needed.
Fear still gripped Ji Mian, but another, sharper pain drilled through the cracks of fear—he was seen through, completely. His imagined control, faced with Cheng Yan's calm acceptance, was like a piece of pierced paper.
"The key," Cheng Yan's voice was flat but brooked no argument, "you deliver it to where I'm staying."
Ji Mian's heart clenched. This wasn't a discussion, it was an order. The key to the golden cage was offered to the wild dog's mouth, but the wild dog didn't take it; instead, he wanted Ji Mian to personally deliver it to his den.
Having said that, Cheng Yan pushed the door open and got out. The smell mixed with rust and dust dissipated with him, leaving only Ji Mian's own expensive, cold woody perfume in the car. He sat in the driver's seat, clutching the key to Riverside No.1 that he hadn't given away, the cold metal pressing into his palm.
The car's navigation screen was still on. Ji Mian looked at his own home address on it, and then, as if possessed, reached out with a trembling fingertip and typed, character by character, the name of the neighborhood where Cheng Yan's shabby motel was located into the search bar.
He had to go.
In person.
To deliver this key symbolizing the "golden cage" to Cheng Yan's "den." This was no longer charity, but a challenge accepted. He had to see for himself what that wild dog's territory looked like, and also personally complete this ceremony of "bestowal," even if it meant he would actively step into the other's territory, offering himself up as well.